As it turns out...there's a new little miracle making itself known this Christmas! Well, we won't actually meet until August 2010 it looks like, but we'll spend the next 8 or 9 months getting to know each other on a very personal level...
Brian's great...he's excited and very soothing...puttin up with my craziness...me? I'm a little freaked...definitely excited and happy, but so far mostly in disbelief.
Last week I was something else, jumping down throats for no reason that I could think of...getting irritated and irrational. This week, I know why, but it hasn't gotten easier (if fact it's probably worse because I have a cold AND I quit smoking).
For example...yesterday went like this:
Brian thought he could get a ride home from work and when he text me at 5:30 saying he needed to be picked up after all my first reaction was "that son-of-a-b*tch" Then on the way home, I had a tag poking me in the lower back and because I was driving I couldn't reach it to fix it, so how did I deal with it? By crying of course...how else?
OMG the months to come are going to be interesting. I should say I'm sorry now to anyone who is, at present, on speaking terms with me. If you call and I pop off and you think "what the hell was that?" just know that even though I love you...I don't like anyone right now. :o)
Here's to raging hormones so that I can't tell if I'm laughing or crying...you rock?
